Song of my life

Identity is such an confusing entity..
Do u belong to this or other city?
The citizens of global mayhem..
We are forever exiled...

What am i? Who am i?
Asks my torchered sigh
On lonely misty wintery night
where am i?


Who says you cannot be on two boats at the same time?
I do that all the time
Life is full of unresolved unfinished thoughts
Some really dear and some fraught.

And yet, or may be because of it
I find myself lost
In the mirage of my crazy dreams
entangled .. at what cost ?

Suspended reality,
distorted visions
Visceral duality or is it
congenital abnormality ?

Wander lust i aint got any..
And yet i roam through trecherous road
sauntering like a spinning jenny..
I search for my abode

yay!

Let me know how this is.. i know its simple.. but thats what i love :)

Yep comepletely disappointed with this blog template!!

It eats away all the space! darn it this has to go.. and yet its apparent simplicity is waht attracted me to it!

but this got to goooo

Trudgeing the well beaten path..
I am not the first one to be here ...
and I wont be the last!

I dont go fast..
I keep chugging at my pace..
Like an old engine, coming atlast...

May be i havent grabbed all the opputunity..
May be i have not been stellar
But i have left somethings..
that would last till eternity...

This is the place i have come like every one else..
And yet I do stand apart..
Coz i stopped by to see the art..
Art in the hands of divinity..

Here i saw the valour of human race..
And i saw the bedazzled evil face
I saw the innocence.. hidden in grime
I saw kindness bestowed in crime..
I made friendshp that mattered
I made mistakes that shattered..

And I learned from this all
You cannot raise until you fall
And then some more...

All these ppl I observed.
All those visions I noticed..
And I left my mark on them..
As they left on me..

And now I am more humane
coz of thisI know a part of me will stay
While I wud have long gone away..

Rain and cloulds....
horns blare.. riders glare
Do not despair

Cool breeze .. Traffic freeze..
And ppl sneeze

Fever and liver...
Sending a shiver
Makes u a believer

There is certainly heaven...
And certainly hell
What is it if not angels tears?


*** who cares? it was random! ***

Reach high,
for stars lie hidden in ur soul,
Dream deep,
for every dream preceeds a goal

To the thorns of life, I am more indebted.
Than I am to the roses sweet;
They will not let me lie inactive
While round me there are
tasks to meet.

They spur me on to nobler action
Not long allow me quiet ease.
But keep on pricking at my conscience.
And often drive me to my knees.


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I am the woman who holds up the sky,
The rainbow runs through my eyes,
The sun makes a path to my womb,
My thoughts are in shape of clouds,
But my words are yet to come........

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I must conquer my loneliness alone,
I must be happy with myself
Or I have nothing to offer
Two halves have little choice but to join;
And yes, they do make a whole ,
But when 2 wholes coincides
That is beauty, that is love.

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Nay, donot grieve though life be
full of sadness,
Dawn will not veil her
splendour for your grief,
Nor spring deny their bright,
appointed beauty
To lotus blossom and ashoka leaf.


Nay, dnot pine though life be
Dark with trouble,
Time will not pause or
tarry in its way;
Today that seems so long,
so strange, so bitter.
Will soon be forgotten
yesterday.

Nay, donot weep; new hope new faces
new dreams,
The unspent joy of all the
unborn years
Will prove your heart a traitor
to its sorrow,
And make your eyes unfaithful
to theit tears.

There is darkness all around,
No one is to be found,
Undaunted i tread
Where others dread...

For i seek the truth
I know my hard work will bear fruit
Dangers I dare
In defeat I dont despair...

Many-a-times I will be disheartened
I may want to stop
Doggedly I would go on
Till I reach the top (stars )

There may b thorns here n there
And my feet maybe bare
What if blood does flow?
Steadfast I go but slow!

I may weep in pain
While others look wid disdain
They may mock at my misery
So wht? some day.. I will b care free!

I may have a fall
I may b abandoned by all
I will take my winning leap
Before i go to my final sleep

Serene and blissful,
Game of shadow and light,
Glittering adornment,
Of lands delight.
Inconsistent and inconstant