Song of my life

A whorl slowly unfurls
blooms,
The queen of the garden dances,
With the libertine wind
All day.
Lily of may
Soon the crimson skies turns gray
And the morning sun fades
She crumbles,
Back to dust, she rusts

Thought flowers of today
Perish,
In the dawn of future
As new flowers bloom
A new day replaces
The night's gloom
dispelling cobwebs of past
This too might not last
change is eternity
And time steadfast

A drop glittered at the corner,
With a blink rolled away
While the rueful heart, the mourner
Desolately queried,

"Oh pearl of my soul,
Light of my eye,
Why did you leave me
Without saying goodbye?
I who loved you so,
Kept you hidden in my cove
Don't I get to choose
When I set you loose?"

"Countless memories you hold,
Moments from past bittersweet,
Passion, feelings replete;
Ocean of grief in your fold
How could you go ?
Don't you have anything to say ?"

Down the wet trail, at the end
Stands a lone tear,
like the fading moon at dawn it pleads,
Hear oh heart that bleeds,

" Oh lord of my being,
My savior,oh my darling,"

Said the poor thing in dismay,

"Its not me but you, who did betray!
That first glance, and the maiden fair,
Indeed a pure chance I'd say.
And yet , you lost in her thought
In perpetual cycle caught"

" Prancing through the paths of beauty,
Alas, you forgot your duty.
Like flowers of spring lost in autumn
She left you bereft.
Unbidding, lost in emotion
You distanced me from your bosom
I who lived so near, I who was so dear!"

Having said its final utterance
The tear made its disappearance
While the heart resolute in sorrow
mourns hollow-eyed, harrowed

Silent mountains, reverberating echoes,
Calls someone, lost somewhere
Fleeting clouds, wandering breeze
Carry the invite there

There near the horizon
where dark shadows lengthen
Lurks a soul.. long forgotten
seeking solace from the bristling gale...
consolations from the silent mountains...

As heart beats increase.. and world cease,
To exist;
Waiting for that glance.. an assault to my senses
And the ebony sky, witness to my pain, holds my sigh
but do i let the moments pass? and hold my tongue...
A quagmire that haunts me since eternity...

i wish to scream..yell...and say how much i care,
I wish so bad, to say I will be there
Can you hear the unsung dreams
In the music of the dancing stream ?
Please listen to the resonating silence
Unsaid words uttered in my defense

As the sun goes down the irascible sea
And light from the distant huts adorn the hill
A lonely tear mingles with the welcoming wave
Deep inside my heart I save..
Thousand thoughts unformed..
countless memorable moments unshared..


And I dissolve into nothingness
your uninvited..unbidding memory