Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts

Mistake?

Traversed through the nights

To find days that were lost
And yet to be found is a mistake!

Wet

You start at the very top!
Ah more the torture...

Deliciously so

Dithered a bit ...waiting
then slithered down the curve gently

I, quivered

Knowingly you slacken your pace
prolonging it

savoring it.....

tracing all my curves
with such a gentle touch
Leaving a sensation behind,

presence........


Me, arched in pleasure
And you, in response
trickled languorously

into the welcoming arms of the bath carpet

Coffee stain

A circle half formed,

liquid bronze,
glittering in orange light
In time turns into a faded brown
Like a jaded memory,
The scent of our last coffee lingers

P.S: One of my friend on orkut write a poem using all the titles I have ever written on.. I couldn't help but post it here :)


In the Loneliness of winter, Echoes of silence around,
The Voices in My head, took me for a stroll with the past.
In the summer winds, did meet a Anonymous musician,
Chanced to read her blog song, penned in Love for the mighty sun.

A new dawn n unseen dreams, wanting to break free,
It wasn’t yet another ordinary day, a new day had come.
It had rained today, the after glow and the hues, called to kiss the clouds.
Along the afternoon sea, and the waves, I walked alone.

Time and Tide thou wait for none…
The change did bring the stormy weather,
And waters had weathered the summer’s charm.
My abode was an island of sorrow, Life…. Lost.

A vertigo heart and a Lonely tear in the contrived words,
Chained by my shadow I could feel a woman in me…
Yet again the anonymous Musician, now a Black Knight,
Yet again a poem, a fresh collage of dreams and hope.

Season is a master in disguise…it’s yet again a lonely night.
Winter! A flower had withered somewhere, Suicide….
Down by the river bend, a leaf had Dropped and died today,
Through the Lady in the green, am sending a postcard to the heaven,


Oh Fog! My Plea to you on this early winter morning,
If only I could go out, In search of an answer,
and the Lady lost in the rainy night, where are you?
It will rain today! Time for a Haiku at the least…

Come with a Candle thou on this windy and chill Evening,
To Keep you warm as thin Crest Pizzas at the Boca Grande awai

Candid conversation

You sift through my vague impulses
Thoughts that don't form completely.

Like a sieve,
You filter them with words.
Amaze me with them.

Candidly see through.
Me, I have no pretenses.

Just a veil.
Cobwebs of buried ideas
Left to gather dust.

Is it a risk?
This open conversation that we seem to have

Honest answers.
Piercing insight
Candid confessions.

Impulsive words,
Innocuous? Not likely.
Hidden motives,
Real Illusions.
Illusive reality.

Life......
An uncalculated.. unreserved moment.
Alive. This moment. Us.

Unfinished

A leaf rustled somewhere,
The spell broken,
Lovers parted;
The kiss left,
Unfinished!

Life

Self indulgent lies
words that defies
Encapsulated
Ineffective Isolated
I plead clemency
A never ending odessy
Life
With many a guise

Me

Thousands of accusations
quadrapuled confusions
Love hate guilt
Into unresloved mess,
Enmeshed
Am depressed
Embittered dismal
looking for approval

Lost

empty corridors
non existent lore
echoing silence
unrelenting vigilance
suspended in time
no reason no rhyme

My Abode

Identity is such an confusing entity..
Do u belong to this or other city?
The citizens of global mayhem..
We are forever exiled...

What am i? Who am i?
Asks my torchered sigh
On lonely misty wintery night
where am i?


Who says you cannot be on two boats at the same time?
I do that all the time
Life is full of unresolved unfinished thoughts
Some really dear and some fraught.

And yet, or may be because of it
I find myself lost
In the mirage of my crazy dreams
entangled .. at what cost ?

Suspended reality,
distorted visions
Visceral duality or is it
congenital abnormality ?

Wander lust i aint got any..
And yet i roam through trecherous road
sauntering like a spinning jenny..
I search for my abode

Landmarks in life [I guess weird isnt it? ]

Trudgeing the well beaten path..
I am not the first one to be here ...
and I wont be the last!

I dont go fast..
I keep chugging at my pace..
Like an old engine, coming atlast...

May be i havent grabbed all the opputunity..
May be i have not been stellar
But i have left somethings..
that would last till eternity...

This is the place i have come like every one else..
And yet I do stand apart..
Coz i stopped by to see the art..
Art in the hands of divinity..

Here i saw the valour of human race..
And i saw the bedazzled evil face
I saw the innocence.. hidden in grime
I saw kindness bestowed in crime..
I made friendshp that mattered
I made mistakes that shattered..

And I learned from this all
You cannot raise until you fall
And then some more...

All these ppl I observed.
All those visions I noticed..
And I left my mark on them..
As they left on me..

And now I am more humane
coz of thisI know a part of me will stay
While I wud have long gone away..

Rememberance

"This is for my mom(dead)!
one of the last poems i am proud of..
Wrote it in the hostel in the first sem..when so many ppls mom used to come visit n call and i missed mine"


Gone are the dayz of old
Only stories can be told
Memories that bring tears
Memories of bygone years


A tender hand
Which firmly made me stand
Is nowhere to be found
Coz she is not around

Those comforting words
Still echoes in my ears
This loneliness i cant bear
Coz she is not near

She was ever present in my smiling dayz
She was there in my sorrows
she shared with me dreams of tomorrow
Now she has gone away

Away from realms of my touch
She has gone to heavenly abode
She has left me so cold
Oh i love her so much
I miss her so much

Hope


"Added here by popular demand. was on my profile at orkut if you guys remember."


Hope, you never leave me
Let you always reside in my heart.
When i am stumbling
When I am falling apart.
You rescue me.


When noone is by my side
When there is change in tide
When i am bereft of help
you be my guide

You be my guide
In the lanes of darkness
In the plains of brightness
In valley of sadness
On the mountains of happiness

Hope,you r my only support
In the ups n downs of life
In the rivers of sorrow
In the dreams of tomorrow

Please dont forsake me