Song of my life

Come hither come hither
My eyes says.. but you cannot see
Let me in let me understand you
But you are not free


In the swirl of virtuality
Is this reality??
My heart says say yes..
Mind orders. dont get into this mess

And yet.. i cannot just be
oh how you intrigue me
oh mystic you cryptic
The absolute vague..

I wish i know you better
I wish i know u to the letter
But it will take time..
I can wait for what is mine..
But are you?

So many questions so many sighs
When you answer i will go high
I guess high on happiness
Or will it be madness

You got the key
All i can do is just be
Living with this confusion
Or is it delusion ?

This poem is dedicated for Vishal and all those who dont blog after the first time :-)


As i look at you blog
Alone and desolate
Waiting for the owner to log
And then to clear the clog
In his head

It waits for words
Deep hidden
Thoughts with wings
Like birds, It waits

As i look at the man with guitar
Craving for some song
clitter clatter of your mouse
Some love song.. or some swan song!

And then I turn to mine
All ready to shine
My itterly bitterly thoughts
With renewed energy
If not anything else i atleast whine!
Not let my blog alone : :

Tell me your innermost dreams
Your fears .. the world as it seems
I want all or nothing at all


Tell me how much you love me
how much you miss me
tell me you cant live without me
tell me tell me all!


give me your insecurities, all your fallacies
give me all ...
I want all or nothing at all


I want you joys your sadness.
I want to hold you..
In my arms you can find madness
Forget your worries forget all


Reach for me when you fall
Reach for me when you are lost
reach for me in troubles soo deep
Reach for me in you sleep
I'll be there whenever you call
Reach for me


Share with me.. your life
I'll be there in every strife
I'll be there in your happiness
I will share
Let me hold you let me care
I want all or nothing at all

Drops of water in the pane..
Surging passion in my veins..
Smouldering need in you eyes
And reflected in my sigh
We tried hard to contain
it was not us but the rain.


Lost in wilderness within the shack
We shared a night till the crack...
searching and yet not meeting.
The gaze relentless in its seeking..
the golden haze of smoking fire
indicating of consequences dire


And yet lost in our own dance
Waiting for a unheeded chance.
We waited seeming for eternity..
it was but for an opputunity.
Accepting the inevitable.
And yet waiting for the conceivable...


In that instance lightening stroke
Leaving all the cautions to wind
I ran towards that unworthy bloke
Emboldened by my mistake
I didnt realize till the end
He held me tighter ..that rake


And then it happened like a dream
Corny as it may seem
We kissed senseless in the rain
We tried hard to refrain
Since that day we have been togather
Oh it was a kiss forever

Magic in the dawn
Chirping birds on the lawn
Wasn't it perfect
On that special day?


And yet i didnt see the birds
nor the flowers that unfurled
Coz i was looking out for you
You. my honey.. my world...


eyes lost into eyes..
hands enclasped never to let go
in every gesture..in every sigh
love.. you did show..


That day.. do you remember ?
You promised me ... forever
enmeshed with me in heavenly dance.
Bliss in every glance..


It is again a magical dawn
birds are still in the lawn
and I wait for you.. yet
You have long passed away..


Its been an year since that day.
When lady love scorned my way
Love is lost so are you..
Borrowed joy lost like the morning dew..

Randomly in and randomly out
You keep bugging me oh randomly thought


I tried hard and i never sought
At every step i valiantly fought


But out you pop.. enter my mind
And there is nothing else i can find


Until i express my randomly thought
And you get the due u feel u ought! [:x]

P.S: yep am in poetic mood.. cant stop rhyming dude!

I made a mistake.
We came togather..
I know too much was on stake
Believe me for me too.. but it was not meant to be for ever...


I tried to reason with u..
I tried being tough
Oh but what wud make u understand
I have no clue

Yes u love me. but i dont
Yes u wanna be togather but i wont!
What can b done abt this?
If things cud have been changed just by a wish!


Its been more than a year
Twice than we were ever togather
do u really care for me now
Or is it your fear ?

What ever it is
Do not come hither
Coz u can coz
This flower to wither....

Yesterday Neeru and me decided to write a poem on the topic "Lady of the night" or the prostitutes.. somehow my imagination went overdrive and I produced 2 of them.. here is it.....



The moon is shining bright
But can it match the sight?
Of my reflection?
Oh.. Urvashi's resurrection!!!!


Jittering nerves n broken pride..
Glittering adornment doth hide
Tears of pearls r n vanity abide
The soiled .. any body's bride


Oh what wouldn't i give
To b back to poet's hut...
In his arms my eyes shut
And not in this ostentatious rut


But I am lady of the night
How can I light
Someone's hearth...
I am blighted... since birth!




The second poem starts very much like sarojini naidu's poem.. but the words are mine.. it just flowed and i cudnt contain.. I hope you like it as much as I do!!



Nay do not grieve for the tortured sigh
,Not while I am in your arms...
Kiss me senseless i wont fight
For I am the lady of the night!


Nay do not stop for dawn is nigh..
Farmers already left for the farms....
We are here on borrowed moments,
And yet my love flows in torrents.


Nay, oh luminous moon, do not go..
Lets try and fight your foe
The shining sun ever so bright...
Mocks,On my distressed plight!


Nay do not stop its time to go
Don't look back at my woe,
Magic in the night, I do unfurl...
I am but an helpless girl..


Nay do not let the love bites hide
In the light of sparkling tear
Nor forget the night's wanton cheer...
The final offering..
Of your one night bride!!

I gaze ahead
standing on the window
I see happy birds flying
In pairs to the chicks to be fed
Where are you!


When I see moon so shy
Peeping into the garden
Amid bountiful stars
Like a bride to be.. I sigh
Where are you!


And then its so late
I resign to my fate
The moon the stars
and the faded flower
Admonishes me to wait..
where are you!


The sun has risen again
The birds sing a song
Come back soon I cant wait for long
As sky changes its hue
I rue... where r u?

Identity is such an confusing entity..
Do u belong to this or other city?
The citizens of global mayhem..
We are forever exiled...

What am i? Who am i?
Asks my torchered sigh
On lonely misty wintery night
where am i?


Who says you cannot be on two boats at the same time?
I do that all the time
Life is full of unresolved unfinished thoughts
Some really dear and some fraught.

And yet, or may be because of it
I find myself lost
In the mirage of my crazy dreams
entangled .. at what cost ?

Suspended reality,
distorted visions
Visceral duality or is it
congenital abnormality ?

Wander lust i aint got any..
And yet i roam through trecherous road
sauntering like a spinning jenny..
I search for my abode

yay!

Let me know how this is.. i know its simple.. but thats what i love :)

Yep comepletely disappointed with this blog template!!

It eats away all the space! darn it this has to go.. and yet its apparent simplicity is waht attracted me to it!

but this got to goooo

Trudgeing the well beaten path..
I am not the first one to be here ...
and I wont be the last!

I dont go fast..
I keep chugging at my pace..
Like an old engine, coming atlast...

May be i havent grabbed all the opputunity..
May be i have not been stellar
But i have left somethings..
that would last till eternity...

This is the place i have come like every one else..
And yet I do stand apart..
Coz i stopped by to see the art..
Art in the hands of divinity..

Here i saw the valour of human race..
And i saw the bedazzled evil face
I saw the innocence.. hidden in grime
I saw kindness bestowed in crime..
I made friendshp that mattered
I made mistakes that shattered..

And I learned from this all
You cannot raise until you fall
And then some more...

All these ppl I observed.
All those visions I noticed..
And I left my mark on them..
As they left on me..

And now I am more humane
coz of thisI know a part of me will stay
While I wud have long gone away..

Rain and cloulds....
horns blare.. riders glare
Do not despair

Cool breeze .. Traffic freeze..
And ppl sneeze

Fever and liver...
Sending a shiver
Makes u a believer

There is certainly heaven...
And certainly hell
What is it if not angels tears?


*** who cares? it was random! ***