Song of my life

I said those words to you
Though it was not true
You, I didnt need
I needed someone
But there was no one to heed

So I let things go far
And let my heart mar
Things that should have been so pure
I mared them sore
Is there any cure?

For things I did
Were sordid indeed
Yet I find hard to regret
The feelings you abet
In me;

Lonely as lark
At night, staring in the dark
I stay awake,
You might forget me, have even
How can i though?
Forget my gravest mistake!